Woke on Saturday, all full of beans and happy to have another day of leisure as the weather was lovely. Sadly, it was not to be. The horrible texts from my ex-husband began at about lunchtime and continued throughout the afternoon.
Accusations, assumptions that I am in Turkey with my friend Rouen, a terrible low point to say the least.
I am trying to move on, to grow up and to learn to be with myself. I cried for hours with the feeling of injustice and that I will never be able to move forward.
At this point I would like to say to Sandra and John the biggest ever THANK YOU. I came down to have a coffee and they were sitting waiting for their taxi to the airport. They propped me up, listened and showed no judgement. Wonderful people and they really helped me to turn everything around. After they left, I struggled to sleep, but finally nodded off at about 4am only to be up at 6am for my next day tour..... So, when you are low you cannot go any lower and I decided there and then at 6am that I will NEVER look back. I must go forward.... onward and upward.
Wish I'd been there to give you a hug - xx
ReplyDeleteNever mind giving you a hug - Wish I'd been there to punch him in the face!!
ReplyDeleteVery proud of my mommy xxx